Three days in the hospital and no sleep. these past few days have been the saddest, hardest and scariest moments of my life. My mom, best friend, and word is sick. Last night she was sent to the ICU and today she had surgery then back to the ICU. I have never been so scared and sad in my life. My mom is a beautiful, loving, caring and strong women. I know shes going to be ok but i am still scared and sad beyond words. I will never love someone as much as i love her. I feel like I grew up even more by having to do most of this on my own. I stayed strong for as long as i could but its hurting me now and isn’t getting any easier. I know with time though everything is going to be ok and my mama is going to be better than ever.